The conscious or unconscious urgency to imprint a memory, to engrave a presence in a moment, a singularity. To eternalize the being in that body and mind in that second of that day; and to touch it, to feel it as if it were here and now. We don’t want to disappear, we want to see ourselves again and again, to burn on the retina of our eyes and the eyes of others. We want to perpetuate our whole selves to the world and we want the world to collapse inside us.